If i give into the angst i might explode
Tonight's silence is loud, even more so than usual as I got my ass kicked
in Super Smash Bros Melee. There are so many things I want to get done:
build the new resume, fix the site, write the song, PET THE CAT... just
to name a few. But my daily cycle of living is messed, time feels sped up,
like it somehow accelerated as soon as I changed the
difficulty on guitar hero 2. I know this is just a weird coincidence, It would be futile if I changed it back, besides
I am no coward. Writing down my thoughts is weird. I can never finish
out my writings, they generally leave off open ended. Too many thoughts flood me all
at once and I'll panic and think of how our conversation would go if you read this crap.
Then i'll snap out of my trance and won't remember what I was even thinking in the first place.
Like when I cried on the way to A toy store, im not sure what i was thinking, I was hyped as hell in the first place.
It was probably the emo music that did it, but then again who even listens to emo on their
way to a toy store? I spend far too much time pondering my existence.
My cat has climbed up onto my chest as I write this, like a pirate getting ready to sail the high seas.
At least I got to check one thing off my list.
I am scared of what tomorrow brings, but everyday i'm learning to grow, I am
getting smarter, and faster and stronger.. so you better watch out!! just sayin'
-Detective Doc. Monkeinstein
Aug/17/20is
Aug/14/20is
i am so dumb
stop drop roll crash and burn? there are many nice things i can
say about you, but i cant find any to say about myself. i think
you all are extremely beautiful, not in a weird way cuz im not weird
but in a i see the best in you and am hopeful of your excellence. i kinda
just want to stay in touch an say wussup now and then but i guess it's not cool to
do that. i'll wait until i get to see you in person so i can stumble over my
words and make a fool out of myself. i built
this site ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ to well express the feelings i avoid, to prove
i am a human, and to keep track of the flaws i didn't know i had. nah
JK that last one was a joke, i'm incredible!
-somebody that you used to know